The Stannis Baratheon choice had to be made (yes I know how he ends up) and even now Im finding it difficult to resist the urge to just start again from scratch and begin working on a huge mod for Fallout 4, but thinking about where my life will be in the next 6 months if I do is also kinda scary. I love making mods and comics, so much so that I dont trust that Ill have the self restraint to simply put them aside even in a situation like this.

To me, making mods and comics was like that one good thing in your life that stops you from jumping into your car and driving it. Skyrim Helgen Reborn Quest Id Mods And Comics Long story short, I lost my job and I guess the bitter realization is that some of the thousands of hours I sunk into these pet projects probably shouldve been spent on slightly more important things, like keeping my qualifications up to date so I wouldnt find myself in this situation.īut hey, lesson learned (insert Dark Souls You Died sound here). I just wish I had it in me to have been able to make something that they wouldve been proud to reference as part of their portfolio.